THE BIG TEST FOR ME............

       Yesterday ,my family had shocked that my mother have a cancer at the pancrease and liver .We are so sad especially my mother .Doctor said that my mom has a cancer 3 month ago but before this hospital can not detect the real sickness that occured to my mother .Firstly , my mom cannot accept her sickness because she feels she doesn't have energy to against her sickness .Then ,today doctor put a tube in her duct gall bladder to be easy for the food excretion .

       So today my mother so weak and doesn't have energy anymore. I'm so sad when i see my mother are complete with attire for operation .I thinks i want to replace at the place my mom .I looks my mom so weak .After 3 hours my mom make a operation my mom back to her bad and bleeding are occured .This is because my mom accidentally stepped to her needle.I'm so pity at her .After a few minutes ,my mother aware .All her body aches and thes it is cause my mother want to angry all the person around her .At that time only my father and i have around her. We are ignore our feeling because we are very understanding the feeling the person sickness .

       Now, my family are finding the best way to prevent my mom sickness.The doctor said only make cimoteraphy are the best way because it can reduce the cancer but my family hear many cases that cimotheraphy is very dangerous .It's have many side effect .So,if someone have another alternatif to prevent my mother sickness please tell me immediately .your helpness are very important to our family. Actually .i doesn't prepared yet to loss my mother .

LOVE U MOM..........

         Now ,i'm recently returned from the hospital after one day i'm look after my mother because yesterday is my turned. At this night ,my younger sister look after my mother and then tomorrow my younger sister and i look after together ,insyaAllah .I'm so sad when i see my mother. My mother doesn't like before this .My mother already stay in 2 weeks in the hospital. She looks boring and doesn't have energy to eat also .As we know ,without eating ,i'm sure our body will weak .Right?? urmmm...my siblings always think what the best way to tell our mother eating more from normally .

         This is just information for my friends that want to know my mother's conditions .InsyaAllah ,tomorrow my mother will make a operation to put a camera in her heart .After she makes the operation ,our family can get the real decision my mother have a sickness what? I hope tomorrow ,my siblings and i can be patient to the God to hear a result for our mother sickness. Now ,we just can pray to Allah so the result are positif.Ok la ye...i want continue to study..chaiyook ,chaiyook ,chaiyook !!!! , 

ALHAMDULILAH..I'M IN TERENGGANU NOW...............

           Around 5 a.m today i arrived at the bus station Kuala Terengganu.My journey take for seven hours from Seremban to Terengganu. I'm so happy because i can see and look after all my family .Many of my members family are stay in terengganu only and my brothers stay out of Terengganu. My brothers stay in Rawang because his works on there. Today night ,my brothers that sit in Rawang also back to Terengganu because want to visit our beloved mother in Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah in Kuala terengganu. Our mother are not feeling well. She already stayed in Hospital for the weeks .Firstly ,doctor said she suffering from pneumonia but the water in her lungs are already released.After a few days .my mother's esyes change to yellow color. then ,doctor said my mother hert also broken but doesn't have a real decision. I hope my mother can be health like before this. 
    
           Ok... i will continue my story ,after i arrived at the bus station my sister pick up me to her house is not far from the hospital .around 9 o'clock my sister and i go to the hospital for visiting our mother while bring some of the food to my mother and younger sister .Firstly i saw my mother just now my tear fastly out from my eyes .My mother dosn't like before. She looks thin and doesn't energy to make something or eating. I have fed Roti canai to her but 2 or 3 times only she ate after that she doesn't to ate. i'm so sad look my mother like this .

            ok la...i want to get ready to go hospital again for take care of mother for awhole day today. i hope all my friends and also tc Sha can pray and make solat hajat to my mother so quick heal and become already like before. Thanks for all....

TODAY IS PICYURES DAY......

         Today ,my Arabic and English class are finished .Then ,in this morning just now ,my friends and i was held a small party to my Arabic's lecturer. Sorry,,,tc Sha we are not held a party for u but we will planned to held a memorize program to u one day ,insyaAllah. my Arabic's lecturer name is Ustaz Khairul Anwar .He is a good and excellent in arabic speaking. Every times his class he can't speak in Malay .This is because he has set in his mind to talk and teach to his students fullness in Arabic .But ..today in his last class he speak in Malays. We are very happy and excited to hear what he want to talk. At the first time he talk ,he looks not comfortable in his speaking but after a few minutes he can speak in Malay normally .Some of the my friends make a recorder when he speaks but he not allowed us to make a recorder because he worried that oneday the university know that he speaks in Malay in Arabic's class but for my opinion it is not a big problem to the lecturer to speak in Malay because many of the lecturer are malay. Why do they do not speak in their alone language for the sometimes right ?? ok..After we had finished ate some of the cakes my friends and i took the photograph with Ustaz. At this time ,i only knew Usataz Khairul Anwar also a sporting person.

       Then ,after we had finished Arabic class we continued with English class.As we know this english class is tc Sha class of course. Today ,i'm so late come to the class because i go to the BTS 2.1 firstly. After i opened the door doesn't people in this class. Without wasting my time ,urgently i call k.dibah and ask her where the class held?Actually my English class was held in BTS 1.2. Huhuhu...i'm so afraid and worried tc sha will lock the door again.hu3.When,i enter the class tc sha are teaching about how to answer the reading question properly. The tips is good for me because normally i'm always sleepy when i want to answer the reading question.so i must remember that if we want to answer the reading question we must scheme and scanning firstly ok.And then ,we just read 2 lines above before we answer the question for the understand the story talk how about..So i hope my finl exam i will make and answer the best for all the question.Teacher pray for me ae...After tc had finished teaching we also took some the photograph for our memeorable with a sporting lecturer. She is of course tc sha.

        For the last ,i want to apologize with all my beloved friends epecially BLC 3. I'm also want to apologize to tc Sha.I'm so sorry if i had make a wrong to the teacher or i'm always disturb u especially at this last times ok. I hope tc dedicates the knowledge that teacher gives to me before this .May god bless u   

HURMMM...MY SPEECH CLASS TODAY

         I'm so tired now .I have back from my speech class just now .Today is a meaningful today for the speech class because i am required to speech in front of the class .Firstly ,when i stand in front of the class i am already nervous .My lecturer ,cg Zuhdi have given this duty has been long but it is my fault .i doesn't prepared my speech properly .I just make a text to give a speech but i doesn't practice. Cg Zuhdi many times said "you must practice this speech at least 6 times.I'm sure all of you success in your speech " but i'm still ignore his advise because i think cg Zuhdi is a sporting and kind lecturer .Lastly,today i have tested from my lecturer."Argghh.....i must to do what for now?i doesn't practice properly " After i think for a minutes ,i think i must go to the front of the class must do the speech to my friends although it is broken..hahahaha.First i speech it's still ok but after a few minutes my points are lost.I got blur at that time.Lastly ,Cg Zuhdi said to me have a sat. Actually i'm so sad because i can't give a speech kindly .I also don't know why i'm very nervous if i want to talk or give something in front of the class when i'm in university now .Actually ,when i'm school i'm just ok and normal to give a talk or speech in front of the comunity. Maybe ,i'm not suitable anymore sit in this university.After this situation have occured to myself just now i'm cultivate new spirit in myself to be a good and better person to give a speech in braveness in front a lot of the person. So ,i hope i will can give my speech and try my best for the last project in this Friday .Insyaallah...I hope my friend and tc sha also can give me encouragement because i think a  to be good person she must  good in speech and talker.As we know ,our Malaysia are advanced now so to be a good Malaysian we must have a good speech ok.

LAST CLASS FOR FIQH FATWA...............

        Today is a last class for fiqh fatwa because after this i doesn't see him in the class becase i back to hometown in study week. I'm so sad because i had met a good and kindness lecturer in this university. His name is Doktor Hamza Mohamad. he is a good lecturer. As we know ,he is very important about welfare and studying of the students. He is also a patient lecturer .I this as long as i studied with him everytimes his class wll have the students came late but he doesn't angry but he  invite also.As i know ,some of the lecturer doesn't like his or her student came late but for the Doktor Hamza are against. He want all his students get the information that he want to give that day .Other than that , he also always invite his students came to his room if we have any problem in his subject .He also want to make a tuition class for us in our study week. He is willing to sacrifice his time to us to give the chance for us to ask the question. His atitude same with my teacher before in  my STAM . He is also Arabian.But some of the lecturer or teacher from Arabian doesn't like Doktor Hamza because as we know the Arabian is a rough people. So their atitude are vero different.I'm so happy and glad to Allah s.w.t because has sent Doktor Hamza to us to give the new knowledge about fiqh fatwa to us.Thanks to ustaz HAMZA MOHAMAD..........

HOW I WANT TO MANAGE MY THIS WEEKENDS ?????

       Actually ,i'm a person that doesn't know to managa my times but i'm always try for the best to manage my time. For this weekends ,on saturday i'm full with my sports .Yesterday ,my friends and i participated in competition netball for the MANSAF representing for the first year Fiqh Fatwa .I'm so happy and be grateful to Allah because we can entry for the semifinal but unluckily we just get fourth place .Although we just get fourth place but we were very happy because all of us play smartly and hardly .Maybe we cannot get for the first place because we are very so tired and someone for us are injured but because have the spirit for the competition she continuued to plat until finish the games.For your information ,we fight 6 groups from in the morning until in the evening.fuhhhhh...it's so tired and our mask also burn..hu3.it"s ok i redho je..And then ,for this day ,Sunday i want to study law and english for the presentation. This is just my plan i hope i will do but usually as we know a lot of devil will mess us especially ask us to sleep..right???so i hope i will manage time wisely.ok la teacher and my friends i want to be continue my works.Assalamualaikum...

THE LESSONS FROM  THE STORY NASREDDIN HODJA.  

          For my opinion ,this story give me many lessons. One of the lesson that i get is we must have a braveness in ourself like Nasreddin Hodja .He can swim in the water that at the time are out in the middle of January and break the ice .As we know ,i am sure the water are very very cold .I think if i sat in his situation ,i am sure i can't able to swim whereas in the normal river also i not brave to swim because i think the river are very dangerous for me. Every river have the fast water. This is a reason i not brave to swim and as we know a lot of people suffocation in the river .other than that ,we must also to be intelligent to make something .Nasreddin Hodja just use a single candle below the pot for cooking.If we think normally is is not logically but to Nasreddin hodja it is the normal thing .this is the same thing that he stayed out on the night without a coat or blanket he doesn't feel cold because he imagined that the warmth of the light helped warmth the blood flowing through his cold body .As a conclusion ,nasreddin Hodja is a intelligent man.so  think ,for the sometimes we must to be like him .